early morning

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At this time where I should be resting, relaxing, following the wondering ways of my body I am anxious and overloaded with work, changes and worries.
The past nights I wake up at 3am in the morning not being able to go back to sleep. Followed by a long day in the office, the inability to eat while I should, and coming home passing out at eight with splitting headaches. The interview is behind me, but I am not quite sure how it went and where its leading to and I am also concerned that the changes will put me under a pressure I can't cope with and that I will become to be at risk at loosing what is the most precious to me and was so hard to come by.
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